Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Love is GREAT
Here it is Valentine's Day and I'm without a valentine. HHHHHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMMMMMMM?
What to do. Oh well, I've gone this long without someone, I'm sure I can go a little more.
Love is so great. I don't know if some people even realize how good they have it? Love can also hurt at times, but most of the time it is the best thing in the world. Well I don't have much to say on the subject. I thought that I would start to write about Love and Valentine's day and the shit would just start pouring out. NOPE. I wrote before about love when my cousin and his girlfriend broke up. That was very good and from the heart. I hope someday that I will find love. When I do I don't care if it chews me up and spits me out, or just keeps chewing me up for the rest of my life. Love is great.
Last night while Mrs. H. and I were at Red Lobster the waitress asked if we were there for Valentine's Day, and Mrs. H. said, "God no, look at him! Why would I be with THAT?" I started to smile, but then the waitress looked at me and said to Mrs. H., "Yeah, you're right. Sorry I offended you." I was so hurt. HAHAHAHA
No everything was fine, and we had a good time. Mrs. H. didn't answer the waitress in that way. She just informed the waitress that she had a husband. The waitress then understood that we were just friends. Unless we were cheating on her husband. Which is what it could have been, but the waitress seemed to know that we were friends. 15 years ago, Mrs. H. would answer the waitress "No, he's JUST a friend!" I would say, "You don't have to yell it out so fast before she can even finish her question, and you could say it with a smile instead of a look of disgust." She would say, "Whatever.", but then she started answering in a nicer way. Now all is well.
It's even better now, because we play these little games with the waitresses. Like the waitress will say, "Are you guys on a date." We'll say, "Yes." Then as we're talking to the waitress, I'll ask Mrs. H., "Should we ask her?" Mrs. H. will look the waitress up and down, and smile. Then she'll say, "Yes, ask her." Then I say to the waitress, "We are into threesomes, and sometimes I like to watch. Are you interested?" Then the waitress usually says, "GOD NO, look at you guys. Why would I be with someone like you two?"
To my best friend in the whole world:
I would like to appologize for not remembering when we met. I feel bad for not remembering, but there are plenty of things around that time that I remember and you don't. I'm not talking about the stuff that you don't want to remember, I'm talking about other stuff. Although I did appreciate you going down on me at your mom's apartment when we were on lunch in high school. OOOPPPSSS. This backspace button doesn't work.
I know that you'll just say, "YOU WISH" I'll say, "yes I do." Then I'll cry myself to sleep. You are wonderful friend and I am glad that we are so close and have been through so much. I always try to put into words how I feel about you and I can't. I am almost getting teary eyed, but maybe I'm just tired. Who knows? I love you and all the good times that we've had and continue having.
Have a beautiful day and a wonderful Valentine's Day everybody.