Saturday, September 16, 2006

Feeling pretty good......kinda

Well I haven't had a day off for over a week now. I am still looking for more workers. I find some, but they don't have guard cards. The other day the owners of the company had me meet with them over a cup of coffee. As I sat down they said, "Well, we have a couple more properties for you."

"Do you want them?"
Jokingly I said, "No, give them to Bryan in Mesa so he can drive all the way down here. Yes, of course I want them."
"It means more money."
"There's two of them, and they're small. Only an hour and a half patrol each a night. So 3 hours total. How about a dollar more?"
"Sounds good."

Now I'm making 15 dollars an hour. Very cool. I'm so happy. I am working alot more right now. This week I worked 53.5 hours. Next week I may be working 65 hours. The good news is that our business trip is coming up next Sunday. That'll be nice.

They told me Friday night that if my guys do good on this new patrol, that another property is going to be signing on. That will mean another 50 cents to a dollar raise. Very fucking cool. Soon it will all even out and I will actually have some days off.

I'm still working out, which I enjoy. My friend told me the other day that she was proud of me. That made me feel real good. It is difficult working out at noon, especially when sometimes I don't get off of work until 6am. I weighed myself on Friday and I am at 134 and a quarter. I started in June at 122. Larry says that my ideal weight is 175. That will be cool. My friend Serjio put it in perspective for me. He said that Mike Tyson's weigh in, in the day, was 170. He is 5' 11" and I am 5' 10". That is crazy to me, but I'm excited. I just have to keep eating and eating and eating.

That's my update. I'll talk to you all soon. I love you all, and have a wonderful day.

Enjoy life. Smell the roses. Enjoy the sunset.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Maybe a day off

I am thinking of taking Sunday off. I am not sure though. I have to sit down and look at my schedule. I believe that I could take one day off. The question is when. I want to take Mrs. H. and I out to eat sometime on or after Tuesday. I really could use the day off, but then again if I work then I don't have to work 11 hours on some of the days that I do work. I could stretch it out. Football is tomorrow. I really want to watch, but then again I just want to watch a movie and relax. I just don't know. I really need to hire more people then I don't have anything to worry about. I guess Frank isn't going on the San Diego trip. He just works to put in the hours, and that's it. It would be cool if he would go, but if not that's fine too. I'm sure we'll have a blast without him. It was nice to see you all today.

Funny thing about what I've created with Rylee.

1. Superman Returns movie trailer......"Can we see Superman save the plane?"

2. Superman Returns video game trailer......"He saved those people."

3. Superman The Movie......(Lex Luthor is hurting Superman with Kryptonite) "Turn it off.", she says as she backs away from the screen.

4. Superman II......"Is Superman gonna save that boy?"

5. Superman the Animated Series......My favorite is hers too.

6. Superman Returns in the theaters.......The smile on her face when Superman saved the plane was awesome for me. (THANKS)

7. Superman Returns Mouse, Keyboard, and Lunchbox......"You should buy that for me."

and now................................................

As we sat down at the computer Saturday night so she could watch the Superman Returns trailer, I sing the Superman Movie main theme song.

Then I stop.

"Sing Superman again."

"Let me find it online for us to hear."

"No, you sing it."

Gee, I wonder what happened next.

I sang the theme song.

Until I found it on itunes then we played the sample.

She loved it.

I'm thinking about buying the old television show from the 50's, it's only 20 dollars.

Or maybe a comic book or two.

I love her so much.

Thanks for listening, and have a wonderful day.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

No help yet, but a trip

I still haven't got any help. I am going to start going to the Walmart's and stuff to ask Security guards if they want to work part time or full time for us. So right now I'm working 7 days straight. We had a meeting the other day and I found out that we, the supervisors and owners, are going to a security convention in San Diego at the end of the month. I am very excited. This will be my first business trip ever. Very cool. We will leave on the 24th and come back on the night of the 26th.

As for other things in my life.

I was supposed to be having a baby when I'm 35, so that when he/she graduates high school, I will be 53.

My trip that I haven't went on is bumming me out a bit.

Not having a girlfriend is also a bummer.

My car not being to great is another thing that brings me down a bit, because I really want to go on trips around Arizona.

I am coping with all of this fine. I know that it's all of my own doing. Nobody can help me but me. I did have a really good conversation with Stephanie. She said that I am a great guy and that I should never change for anybody. She said I'm the most important person in her life. Above all else. Which made my month. I realize that I'm in a good place and I am very happy. Just sometimes I think of these things. Of course other things are that I'm going to a security conference and this isn't my vocational choice in life. I would love to be a writer or director, but this pays very well for now.

I love my friends and I am glad that you are in my life.

I'm sorry to unload on everyone, but I just wanted to let you know what was up.

Mrs. H. said that we may be spending too much time together and I believe that that may be true. I should stay at home more and just be me.

I realize that that may have sounded pathetic or whatever when it was all together, but it wasn't meant to be that way.

Thanks for reading.

I love you all.

Saturday, September 02, 2006


Several things are wanted.

A new employee or two.

Some rest for me.

Some days off (Kind of goes with the rest thing).

I'll just take it day by day the way that I have been. I put in adds for new employees, but no such luck. I have some people working on getting me people. The sooner the better. When I get all these things covered then I can take some time for myself. I need time to take care of the business side of work, and time to work out.

Speaking of working out. I now work out on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. I also work out with the owner of the gym, Larry. The cost is cheaper. The only thing that sucks is that it's at noon. It's hard to get up and get going after working until 5 or 6 in the morning. I am trying to work it all out. I am eating more and feeling good.

Then there's my birthday. I had so much fun. We swam, drank, and ate. Some of my friends didn't show up. That was fine they had good reasons. Shawn, Stephanie, Scott, and Colleen showed up which was cool because I wasn't sure if they would show up. It was so much fun. I thank you all for coming.

Soon things will all work out. All I can do is HOPE.

Today there is a small get together at Mrs. H. house. Some swimming and stuff. I will go home and go right to bed. I will hopefully get enough sleep before I go there and then to work by 9:30PM.

I love you all and thank you again.

Have a good day everyone.